Chapter 1: The Distinction Between Goddesses and God

The distinction between goddesses and God is nuanced. Goddesses represent plurality and decentralization, creating a bond with humanity, nature, and the very essence of life, such as photosynthesis and motherhood.

This text, while containing scientific elements, is rooted in the author's subjective, esoteric experiences. Many conclusions drawn here stem from alternative therapies aimed at altering consciousness. Spirituality, distinct from organized religion, is akin to a fragrant perfume; it permeates the atmosphere, but we only truly experience it when we allow its essence to fill our senses. A recent experience reinforced this idea while I watched a video that elaborated on a scientific study.

The pivotal phrase that shifted my perception was: "A cell is a fragment of the universe that has momentarily isolated itself to fulfill its purpose. When this separation ceases, the cell perishes and reintegrates into the universe." Consider this: if all living beings are composed of cells, then this cycle occurs on a microscopic level across all life forms. This encapsulates the essence of existence.

Moreover, the true rebels among us—cells—discovered a method to generate energy long ago, enabling them to multiply even when surrounded by an apparently lifeless universe. The only persistent command, even at a cosmic level, seems to be: "You shall suffer and ultimately return to your origin."

This relentless struggle for existence resonates with the teachings of Siddhartha Gautama, known as Buddha, and mirrors principles found in various Eastern philosophies, including Yoga. Given this context, the idea of a superior being acting out of benevolence appears illogical to me. From a young age, I questioned the concept of God, sensing an undertone of fear associated with the notion of a divine overseer.

In 2020, many still seek that 'capital' God, especially during trying times. This supreme entity, akin to a cosmic president, serves as a refuge from an unseen evil that seemingly picks its victims at random—perhaps those without faith are the ones it spares.

In the meantime, many, like myself, pursue a deeper understanding of consciousness through scientific inquiry and the natural world, attempting to elucidate our human experiences.

From a biological, or more accurately, astrobiological standpoint, I once learned about the "habitable zone"—a concept largely unknown to those around me at the time. This scientific phenomenon suggests that Earth occupies a unique position within our solar system, the only location where life can thrive, situated perfectly neither too close to burn nor too distant to freeze.

This and other scientific evidence evoke a sense of fragile coincidence that challenges my comprehension of reality. In these moments, I seek answers beyond the tangible. Such a quest for understanding has historically drawn people towards religious leaders and spiritual gatherings.

Instead of succumbing to confusion, as my poetic idol, Manoel Wenceslau Leite de Barros, urged, we should focus on nature itself.

Take photosynthesis, for instance. This natural process acts as a sophisticated technology, refined over millennia to convert the sun's immense energy into a usable form that facilitates cellular creation, protection, and sustenance of life. Yet, we still search for miraculous interventions.

If you find yourself in search of divine support during difficult times, delve into concepts like photosynthesis (σύνθεσις), mitochondria (χονδρίοv), and cellular reproduction processes such as meiosis (maɪˈoʊsɪs) and mitosis (maɪˈtoʊsɪs). These processes embody true intelligences that sustain life scientifically, while still retaining an element of wonder. If the transformation of sunlight into energy by countless trees isn't perceived as divine, then I struggle to understand what is. Here’s to the Goddess of Photosynthesis!

Indeed, Earth's nature—this magnificent vessel navigating the cosmos—harbors numerous gifts. Whether termed blessings or technologies, they sustain life much like traditional deities.

Chapter 2: The Nature of Existence and Experience

The video titled "This is Why I Don't Believe in God" explores personal perspectives on faith and spirituality, emphasizing alternative beliefs and experiences.

Continuing from here, we ponder: if the fate of a cell is to ultimately return to nothingness, why do Earth, its inhabitants, and nature itself continue to bring forth life only to face death?

From my understanding, life seems at a severe disadvantage in this cosmic tug of war. Here, I introduce another concept, another "Goddess" that I cannot yet explain scientifically, though I firmly believe in its existence. This force, which I term "The Experience," retains all that we learn. Unlike the reproduction of DNA, nothing is excluded from this grand archive of knowledge.

The life cycle of a cell parallels that of a tree, a person, or even a planet. Science remains uncertain about what transpires after a cell's demise. Questions linger: what happens to the material that a cell has accumulated, transformed, or interacted with during its lifetime?

Here, I permit myself to believe—a conscious choice—that there exists a force ensuring that experiences are not lost to oblivion but are stored and returned to the source.

Every time a cell disintegrates and reverts to its origins, it carries its journey with it, making the seemingly lifeless universe a bit more vibrant, wiser, and aware of life's possibilities. This transformation unfolds in both micro and macro processes within our small laboratory on the edge of the universe, which we affectionately call Earth.

The second video, "Neil deGrasse Tyson on Why He Doesn't Believe in God," delves into scientific reasoning and personal beliefs, offering insights that challenge traditional views on divinity and existence.